****__sometimes i blame the world for all the misfortunes i had. i have lots of questions and im looking for someone who can answer it all. i have a lot of problems and i hoping i can solve even one. i’m on the edge of giving up, but i have to fight to stay alive.
you may misunderstood my behavior, and even the way i react to life. you may think i’m looking for an special attention and your pissed off by that, i’m so sorry. if only you know all my burdens inside probably you will understand how painful and how much it bothers me each day of this so called life.
i wanna die. in order for that problems to be kept forever and buried six feet below the ground. :(
- 1 year ago
__****i apologized for feeling so tired of loving you. It’s not my intention but you’re making me feel useless of my existence in your life. I know being without you is taking risk to be alone and sad but its better than seeing myself each day in pain because of you. There are no words left to say but thank you for being a part of your life. Its 2 years and not that long but we had lots of memories to be treasured. Thank you for making me happy and made the journey once fun. You touch my life in a way no one else can. Thank you for all those times I’m down and you we’re there at my side to comfort and thank you for being the source of my strength during those times I’m really hopeless about life. I love you so much and I can’t hide it. You’re all I’ve been asking for; you’re all I prayed for from God. I’m pretty sure you know that. No questions about my feelings coz I proved it to you many times. A love that I offered and give more than of what I have to myself. I cared about you so much. But I think it’s not yet enough for you’re looking for more. It hurts to know about that but who I am to stop you from doing what you think is the only thing that can make you happy and contented. It would be unfair if I won’t set you free if you think you deserved someone better than me. Sorry for having a girlfriend like me whom you can’t be proud of. Sorry for being not so close to being perfect girl you wished you had. Sorry if can’t give you everything you been asking for. Sorry for all those imperfections. Sorry for I’m not the one who’s mature enough to be your partner in all the responsibilities in dealing your life’s dilemma. I know I’m immature in dealing with all the realities in life. Partly, you can’t blame me for I lived a life of comfort and no one forces me to do things and to have any responsibilities. And I’m really sorry. I may not be the girl you’ll be proud of by now. I may not be the girl who can give you everything, who can ride for what is life and I may not be the girl who’s compatible for you by now. But these two lines I want you to remember always.” I’ll be the best you never had. And, in time I can be the girl you wish you’d be keeping forever in your life. <3<3
- 1 year ago
- 3
Somewhere between all our laughs, long talks, stupid little fights, and all our lame jokes.. I fell in love.
- 1 year ago
letting go :(
too much of everything can kill you. :D we love people too much but sometimes we have to put it to an end not because we stop loving them but because we’re tired fighting for what we really feel. :)
- 1 year ago
- 1
[** I thought love was just a mirage of the mind, it’s an illusion, it’s fake, impossible to find. But the day I met you, I began to see, that love is real, and exists in me.
So these seven words, I pray you hold true, “Forever And Always, I Will Love You.”**](null)
- 1 year ago
mere patience :)
i’LL stick around even if all of them wants me to stay away from you. i love you so much, i’m willing to risk everything even if it leads me into pain. :)
- 1 year ago
